Professor William Jacobson of Legal Insurrection has written a post about the stirring of memory and emotion that Trump’s illness has caused. For Jacobson, the event has conjured up this:
John F. Kennedy was assassinated when I was four years old. It was the first emotion I remember — Being that young I’m not sure if I remember the event, or remember what my mother told me about the emotion I felt. She wrote out and mailed a two-or-three sentence note I ‘dictated’ to the Kennedy children telling them I felt sorry that they lost their dad. She made a copy of the note and showed it to me repeatedly over the decades. I have the note somewhere, but it’s one of those things I find when I’m not looking for it, and can’t find when I am looking for it.
I was older than Professor Jacobson when Kennedy was killed. But that’s not the emotional memory Trump’s illness stirs up in me. The Kennedy assassination was, for me, a sudden and violent blow, an unthinkable act that immediately changed history and changed the country, ushering a different era: that of the Sixties.
Trump’s illness is a continuation of something that we’ve lived with since February: fear of COVID, particularly in those over 70. Most of us here and elsewhere have probably thought about the illness and its risks quite often, including the idea that President Trump might come down with it. We’ve all had discussions here and with friends and family about the best way to prevent it and the best way to treat it. And Trump himself has been very prominent in such discussions, especially in the early days when he was part of the daily news conferences on it.
When Boris Johnson came down with COVID in late March and came close to death, it certainly occurred to me that Trump was vulnerable. I would suspect it occurred to you, too.
Trump’s critics and enemies have accused him of being cavalier about COVID, reckless even. And of course now that he has gotten it, that hue and cry has only increased (as has their delight, for the most part, although some are displeased he is not sicker or even deceased at this point). But of course, it’s not as though people who wear masks all the time don’t get COVID. And it’s not as though people who don’t wear them always get it – although that sort of reasoning doesn’t enter into the political calculus of those who’d like to excoriate Trump for this and who do so regularly.
Nevertheless, it is indeed true that Trump has been somewhat cautious about COVID but has drawn the line at taking every single precaution possible. I don’t blame him for making that choice. We all make it every day about everything, don’t we? And not just about COVID, but about every step we take in life. It’s a tradeoff between liberty and risk, and people come down at different points on that line. Trump is not a timid or risk-averse person, and although he tries to use good judgment he decided long ago what risks to accept. I don’t think he was foolhardy. I just think he has been in so much contact with people in the course of doing his job and trying to project strength and optimism that it finally caught up with him. And I fervently hope he has a speedy and uneventful recovery.
I don’t go to sites that feature the bile and vicious wishes that have spilled out of many Democrats and the left. Who needs to be exposed to that? I’ve got enough stress in my life as it is.
The memory that Trump’s illness has stirred up for me is of my father. He died when I was in my twenties, and had been in heart failure for ten years prior to that. In those days there were some medications to treat it, but nowhere near what we have today, and surgery had also been ruled out for him. He was younger than I am now as his health sank to the point where merely walking across a room exhausted him, and climbing the stairs was clearly extremely taxing and required many minutes of recovery.
My mother wanted to get one of those seats that electrically transport you up the stairs as you sit in them. But my father refused to use one. And the night he died, he expired right after climbing the stairs to go to bed. His heart simply gave out.
At the time, I didn’t quite understand his choices. Why was he so stubborn? Why hadn’t he used an electric assist in the form of a chair like that? But then, when I thought about it, I realized that it was his decision and he was drawing the line there. I wasn’t sure of his reason, but I felt that he just didn’t want to give in to that particular sort of limitation even though he was clearly greatly limited in other ways. His refusal was symbolic, but it was very important to him.
There’s no real analogy here, except in a very general way. We all make such decisions, and we make them constantly. My father made his decisions. Trump made his decisions. JFK made his decisions – to be in an open car in a motorcade, something that no longer is allowed presidents, for obvious reasons.
I wrote the draft of this piece a couple of days ago, before I saw the video Trump made in the hospital. I featured it already in this post, but now I want to highlight one short segment of it:
Note, also, that one of the very first posts I ever wrote on COVID was subtitled “assuming the risk” (the same subtitle I’ve given to the present post). In it, I wrote:
Of course, I wasn’t around in 1918. I wasn’t around when smallpox and tuberculosis or the Black Death killed far far more of the people on earth than any of the plagues of my lifetime have come close to killing. I cannot even imagine how terrible those things were; I don’t even want to imagine. And I doubt that people took them in stride at all. And I think a good part of the dread and fear now is that in the back of our minds – or for some people, even the front of our minds – we know that such catastrophes are still possible. Human beings know they are intensely vulnerable.
But COVID-19 is not shaping up to be that sort of event, and there’s no reason to think it will be. However, although many measures are prudent – handwashing, increased testing, hospital preparedness, some measure of social distancing at least for a while – the degree of fear I see and hear is far greater than anything I can recall in my lifetime around a medical event.
And it’s not just medical events, either. Students demand that colleges protect them from ever feeling bad or bullied or offended by anything anyone says. Woman have become so reactive to the idea of sexual harassment that many have redefined it to include what used to be considered standard compliments on appearance. People start bitter twitter wars about things like cultural appropriation. There seems to be a hair-trigger over-reactivity, a new emotional fragility and vulnerability, that is akin to what can happen when a person fails to develop normal immunities of the physical type, to use a medical analogy.
People are speculating as to how this will play out over the next month and how it will affect the election. I have no idea. But I think that those who believe in trying to eliminate all risk are probably not the ones thinking of voting for Trump in the first place. They are the ones for whom the image of a masked, sequestered, and subdued Biden is reassuring.
[ADDENDUM: The current plan is for Trump to leave the hospital this evening. I am relatively sure that, once in the White House, he will be monitored very very closely.]
