I’m what you might call a mid-level blogger. I’ve been doing this for eleven years, and I’ve reached a certain level of readership that’s more than I ever thought it would be when I began but less than I later came to hope it would become in the early heady days of blogopsheric growth.
Sometimes I write for other, larger venues. In the past, that’s been Pajamas Media and the online Weekly Standard, as well as an occasional American Thinker piece. For the past two years or so, I’ve also written regularly at Legal Insurrection, a blog with significantly more traffic than mine.
And yet, and yet, it feels like a drop in the bucket compared to what I think needs to be said.
We all have our natures and our styles and our approaches. I’m not a sensationalist or a rabble-rouser. Those would not be my strength, and I don’t even think I could do either well if I tried. I leave that to others. No, what I like to do is think and delve into things and then write about them. For me, a large part of what drives me is the quest and the learning. Quite often I find something different than what I thought I would, and those surprises are often the best.
I suppose that makes me different from people who have a message they want to impart and everything that doesn’t conform with that message is shut out. Sometimes I’ve spent hours researching something and found that I was wrong in my original assumption, and then I abandon the post as unworkable. Or sometimes I write it with the new information. Sometimes the information I find is even more in accord with what I already thought, and then I write about that. But I believe that the willingness to let the research be my guide is part of the reason I ended up changing my political identity once confronted with both new information and new ways (to me, anyway) of looking at the worlds of government, policy, and history.
That doesn’t mean I am bias-free. I’m a human being, so naturally I have biases. But I try to be as bias-free as I can when doing this work, and let the facts and logic and my own observations and reasoning lead me to my own conclusions, rather than to parrot anyone else.
Regular readers of my blog have almost undoubtedly noticed that Trump’s candidacy has slowly—and with increasing force—been something I do not support and cannot support. This is not a prejudice I began with, because (as I’ve written before) I really didn’t have strong feelings about him at the start. It has grown, however, the more I have learned of his history, the more I hear from his own mouth, and the more I read from his followers and supporters (two different categories, by the way).
Lately I’ve noticed another phenomenon happening more often with me than it used to. Because a great many of the posts I write take a while to research and then compose, I’m often behind the other writers/pundits in terms of getting the piece out there. That’s been the case for a long time with me on the blog and even in the articles I submit to others, but that’s just the way it is because of the manner in which I write and the research I usually do (as well as the fact that occasionally I like to get away from this computer). But it’s a handicap in terms of getting the word out on what I have to say, as is the length of some of the things I write.
For example, in my post on what was really happening between Rubio and Christie in that debate where everyone thought Rubio had merely frozen and repeated himself—when I went back to the transcript, analyzed it, and found something rather different than what most (including me) had originally perceived—I thought I had something important to say. It certainly was something that surprised me when I discovered it, but it was also something that took a long time to get out there and took many words to express and then prove. By then the caravan had moved on, as it were, and in addition it’s not the sort of thing most people will read. It’s not exciting, it’s not sexy, it’s not short and punchy. So even if I’d written it right away, it might not have mattered at all.
But it’s frustrating nonetheless. I had even written some shorter posts on the subject earlier, when I was researching the other and everyone was talking about the subject of Christie/Rubio, but what I was saying just didn’t get much currency and was drowned out in the meme that was already winning the day, and that ended up prevailing, because it was based on people’s gut perceptions. That’s what often ends up mattering; I understand that. But my goal seems to be to counter a gut perception if that perception seems wrong—and yes, I realize that’s a difficult thing to do. Maybe even impossible.
So here we go again. This time, though, it’s not about a perception. This time, most people were actually correct in their original perception of what happened when Trump did his “Bush lied!” bit during last Saturday’s debate. It’s the revisionist “correction” theories of the Trump supporters that are wrong, and I can prove it, but that revision of the truth has gotten halfway around the world already. I have the piece nearly written, but every day I hear more people accept as a truth the idea that Trump’s move was a pre-planned strategic one to appeal to voters in the middle and on the left. In fact, recently it was Limbaugh saying it, and believe me, he’s got a bigger audience than I do (I bet you do believe me on that).
I will try to finish up on the longer piece on the subject, but for now I’ll do the bullet points:
(1) That Bush lied about WMDs (and should have been impeached for it, and is “evil”) is an old and apparently deeply-held belief belief of Trump’s, as I’ve written in numerous previous posts, with quotes and videos. Trump started saying such things in 2007, with seeming sincerity and vigor. We can assume he believes them because he was not running for any office then, much less in some primary and thinking about appealing to voters in a general election. “Bush lied” therefore appears to be one of his most strongly held beliefs, and if he believes it he also believes Bush is evil (which he also has explicitly stated in the past).
(2) Not only that, but this is not even the first time he has made the “9/11 happened during Bush’s reign” remark before in the 2016 campaign. This is not a sudden change or pivot; he said it in October.
(3) If you look at the transcript of Saturday’s debate, Trump did not even bring the topic up. It was John Dickerson who asked Trump to defend his 2008 Wolf Blitzer interview comment that Bush had lied about WMDs and should be impeached for it. Was Dickerson and the question a pre-arranged Trump plant? Don’t think so—although some of Trump’s admirers might ascribe that power to Trump, too.
(4) Also from the transcript, Trump at first dodged the question and said a bunch of other things instead. Check it out for yourself. If he was just waiting for an opportunity to say what he ultimately said about Bush, why did he dodge it at first, and why was his first response to the question to merely say that Bush had been mistaken? It’s more evidence that Trump had no previous intention to go Code Pink; at first he avoided it, when he had a golden opportunity afforded by Dickerson’s question. Or was this avoidance just another clever ploy of Trump’s to make us think he didn’t want to go there? How creative can you be to defend your “strategic move” theory?
(5) Dickerson pressed Trump again by asking him about his statement that Bush should be impeached: does he still believe it? Trump dodges that question again, and it was only then (in anger at being pressed about impeachment) that he said “Bush lied.” He never does answer whether he still favors impeachment, but to avoid having to answer on that content question, as usual he went to process and tried to create a distracting flurry “Bush lied!” (something Dickerson had already quoted him as having said in 2008). And create a distraction Trump did, as well as motivating his followers to explain away the whole thing by calling it a clever strategic move, which it obviously was not.
But that meme has now gotten halfway around the world, as these things often do.
I have not seen one other person writing about this in terms of the transcript and what it reveals, or even about Trump’s prior history of such statements. Perhaps someone has (I certainly hope someone has), but I sure haven’t seen it. Why am I the only one? Why are the others content to spin and make up whatever theories they want, untethered by reality and actual events? I think I know the answer: because it works.
As I said, I’m not an activist or a spinner. I don’t know how to do other than what I do, or be other than what I am. I leave the spinning to others. I try to tell the truth as I see it.
In Memoriam A. H. H. OBIIT MDCCCXXXIII:
By Alfred, Lord Tennyson
Oh, yet we trust that somehow good
Will be the final end of ill,
To pangs of nature, sins of will,
Defects of doubt, and taints of blood;
That nothing walks with aimless feet;
That not one life shall be destroy’d,
Or cast as rubbish to the void,
When God hath made the pile complete;
That not a worm is cloven in vain;
That not a moth with vain desire
Is shrivell’d in a fruitless fire,
Or but subserves another’s gain.
Behold, we know not anything;
I can but trust that good shall fall
At last – far off – at last, to all,
And every winter change to spring.
So runs my dream: but what am I?
An infant crying in the night:
An infant crying for the light:
And with no language but a cry.
Fortunately, very fortunately, we have much more than a cry. We have thought, logic, learning—and some activists, too, who will do the shouting.