I often forget that not everyone here has perfect recall of everything I’ve ever written.
That’s meant to be humorous, because of course they don’t. I don’t even have perfect recall of everything I’ve ever written, and I’m the one who wrote the posts. Sometimes I barely have recall of them at all—I regularly come across posts that I don’t even remember writing until I see them, and then they look only vaguely familiar.
Well, maybe I can be forgiven, because my blog dashboard says that there are 10,976 published posts on this blog and 420 drafts (that last number would include this one, about to go from column B to column A).
And certainly you can be forgiven for not remembering, or never having read, or not really caring to read, many of the posts I’ve written. But that fact puts us both at a disadvantage, because without having done so it’s hard for you to know the deep background for some of the things I say.
For example, good old Donald Trump (yeah, you knew that he’d creep into this post sooner or later). I’ve been studying him intensely since the summer of 2015, and to date I’ve written 227 posts that feature him in some way or other. That’s just the tip of the iceberg, though, because the number of hours I’ve spent watching, listening, reading (including a biography and many interviews with him going back many years), and thinking about the man is even more enormous.
I didn’t start out with a lot of feelings about Trump, and not even many opinions. He was certainly a person I knew about, but not much, and he didn’t interest me much either. Real estate mogul, fancy European wives, loudmouth, TV show that I once tried to watch but gave up after one episode. But as I studied him, I felt a deepening sense of unease about him, and “unease” is really a euphemism for it.
I’m not going to try to recap the evolution of my reasoning; it’s too big a topic. If you’re interested, I suggest you plow through those 200+ posts. Right now I just want to talk about one, which came to mind again today because of a discussion in the comments section of this recent thread. I’m referring to the research I did for this post, written over a year ago, in October of 2015.
Doing that research taught me a lot. The post concerns some remarks Trump had made back in 2007 and 2008 about George Bush in particular but about other things as well, and also features some comments in 2011 by Mark Levin on Trump. Please take a moment now to follow the link and read the entire post, but I’ll excerpt someof it here to give you the flavor:
BLITZER: [What do you think of] Nancy Pelosi, the speaker?
TRUMP: Well, you know, when she first got in and was named speaker, I met her. And I’m very impressed by her. I think she’s a very impressive person. I like her a lot.
But I was surprised that she didn’t do more in terms of Bush and going after Bush. It was almost ”” it just seemed like she was going to really look to impeach Bush and get him out of office, which, personally, I think would have been a wonderful thing.
BLITZER: Impeaching him?
TRUMP: Absolutely, for the war, for the war.
BLITZER: Because of the conduct of the war.
TRUMP: Well, he lied. He got us into the war with lies.
And, I mean, look at the trouble Bill Clinton got into with something that was totally unimportant. And they tried to impeach him, which was nonsense. And, yet, Bush got us into this horrible war with lies, by lying, by saying they had weapons of mass destruction, by saying all sorts of things that turned out not to be true.
(CROSSTALK)
BLITZER: Their argument is, they weren’t lying, that that was the intelligence that he was presented, and it was not as if he was just lying about it.
TRUMP: I don’t believe that.
BLITZER: You believe that it was a deliberate lie?
TRUMP: I don’t believe it. And I don’t think you believe it either, Wolf. You are a very, very intelligent young man. I don’t think you believe it either.The fact is that he lied.
In 2008, by the way, when the surge in Iraq was going well, Trump suggested in an interview that we should “just leave” Iraq. This would have set up the exact situation he has criticized Obama for, which Trump now says led to the rise of ISIS. But back in 2008, Trump was advocating it himself.
Here are more of his quotes:
TRUMP: Oh, [Bush has] been a terrible president.
BLITZER: You think he’s the worst in the history of the United States?
TRUMP: I don’t think you can get much worse. Why? I mean, who is worse? Give me a couple of names. Who could be worse?
You might say it all doesn’t matter because Trump’s running against Hillary now, and Hillary is so terrible herself. Maybe you’re correct. But Trump’s history keeps haunting me because it tells me how terrible and how extreme he is, too. The things he said in those interviews are right smack out of the leftist handbook. You cannot point to anything Hillary Clinton has ever said (at least, I can’t find it) about George Bush—or any other ex-president I can think of—that is so tinfoil-hattish, so conspiracy-theory-minded, so over-the-top. When you get Wolf Blitzer defending George Bush, you know you’ve jumped the shark.
No one had a gun pointed at Trump’s head forcing him to say that or any of the other things I documented in that post. Nor has he ever repudiated them. In fact, he made some related accusations somewhat more subtly in a GOP debate last February. This is the real Donald Trump.
You might ask me why it matters what Trump said back then, because after all Trump might do this, that, and the other good thing he’s promised to do in 2016, or that his webpage has a certain policy position I should applaud. The reason I believe that what he said in those earlier interviews (and thousands of other things, too numerous to mention right now) matters is that, much more than the promises someone has made, it’s important to evaluate the workings of that person’s mind and personality. What good is a promise, or a policy written on a webpage, if the person will say just about anything? If a person has such poor judgment, or the person cannot be trusted? These remarks of Trump’s tell me that Trump’s mind works in a simplistic and conspiratorial way, that he fails to understand geopolitical realities, that he is no conservative and not even a Republican, that he will trash anyone for any reason, and praise people who are abominable (Nancy Pelosi, for example). These characteristics have not disappeared, either. They have been stable over time, and amply demonstrated by Trump during the campaign of 2016.
I assume that most Trump defenders here won’t like being reminded of these remarks of his, nor will they like the remarks themselves. But they will strongly suggest that we ignore them because defeating Hillary justifies taking a chance with Trump despite them.
I understand that argument. It’s even possible I may succumb to it myself on voting day. But every fiber of my being revolts against it, and I want to try to explain why I continue to distrust Trump so very deeply, and to consider that there is a not-insignificant chance he will be no better than Hillary, and even some small chance that he will be worse.