People like the patrician British double agent Kim Philby fascinate me. Are they natural cons who are drawn to the game aspect of spying? Are they True Believers? Psychopaths? Idealists? Narcissists? Some of the above? All of the above?
Kim Philby had an excellent education, and in fact it was at Cambridge that he became enamored of Communism. Nothing dissuaded him; not the excesses of Stalin, and not even—if you believe what he told the KGB after defecting in 1963—actually living in Soviet Russia, and seeing firsthand the mess there and the misery of its citizens:
Speaking as if from beyond the grave – his voice recorded during a talk he gave for KGB officers in 1977, 14 years after defecting to the Soviet Union – Philby is heard saying: “There is an awful lot of work for us to do it seems. I have no regrets whatsoever about the past, just the mistakes I made doing it.”
Quoting the Russian revolutionary Felix Dzerzhinsky – founder of the KGB’s forerunner the Cheka – Philby closes his speech in Russian by saying: “If I had a chance I would do it all again. I would do it exactly the same way.”
Lie? Truth? Rationalization? I think it’s the inability of most fanatics to change a fundamental set of beliefs, especially after betraying one’s country for the cause. It would take a lot more courage and a lot more honesty than Philby was likely to have possessed to have said: “I sold my country out for something horrific.”
There are some clues there about what happened in the beginning, though. For example, as with most and perhaps all Communist fanatics, Philby was an atheist. Lack of religion is replaced by quasi-religion:
in his talk Philby admitted to being a rebel from an early age, shocking his grandmother by announcing he did not believe in God and growing up with what he called a greater affinity for the poor than the previledged.
He said: “In the year 1929 I was enrolled at Cambridge University at the age of 17. I already had a deep emotional connection to the weak, poor and less priveliged compared to the strong, rich and arrogant. I began my rebellious nature at a very early age. I scandalised my grandmother by informing her there was no god.
“Early rejection of Christianity probably had something to do with my early rejection of the bourgeois state.”
I do believe Philby is telling the truth when he cites his “rebellious nature” and his atheism.
Philby’s Russian/Polish wife tells a different tale about his last years in Russia:
Kim Philby, the most successful of the Cambridge spies, tried to drink himself to death in Moscow because he was disillusioned with communism and tortured by his own failings, his last wife has said in an interview…
Rufina Pukhova, his Russian-Polish wife, said Philby struggled to control his drinking by downing only two glasses of cognac a night and then handing her the bottle to hide…
His habit was fuelled by his sorrow over what he saw around him, she added. “Kim believed in a just society and devoted his whole life to communism. And here he was struck by disappointment, brought to tears. He said, ‘Why do old people live so badly here? After all, they won the war.'”
Maybe if he’d spent a little more time in Moscow before taking up spying, he’d have learned more about the regime he was helping. I doubt it would have mattered, however. He would have just offered this familiar excuse:
“He saw people suffering too much,” but he consoled himself by arguing that “the ideals were right but the way they were carried out was wrong. The fault lay with the people in charge.”
Sound familiar?
