Commenter “OBloodyHell” opines, in the Naomi Wolf thread:
I do not believe you were truly “liberal” beforehand, Neo. I suspect you always had a part of your mind filled with doubt, conscious and unconscious of certain inconsistencies.
Depends what you mean by truly liberal. I certainly behaved that way in terms of my voting record. From my very first vote at 21 right up until the year 2004, when I was what a lot of people might consider old, I voted only for Democrats. What’s more, I couldn’t imagine voting for a Republican, and I couldn’t imagine ever voting for a Republican in the future. Somewhere between the fall of 2001 and the fall of 2004 that changed, but it was quite a difficult transition that involved – among other things – the shock of admitting to myself that I would be voting Republican.
Of course, for most of those years, Democrats were far more centrist than they have since become. I never was a leftist, and perhaps that’s what OBloody really means. But I was certainly a “liberal” as most people thought of it back then: was in favor of unions, welfare, civil rights, free speech, and more government in general. Of course I had some doubts, and I didn’t completely toe the line, but I don’t think that was unusual among Democrat voters in those days. For me, some points of contention that I can recall were that I never was in favor of affirmative action, nor was I keen on bilingual education or dropping programs for the gifted. I didn’t think the US was an evil empire, but most liberals of the time didn’t think so either; that was a leftist belief.
Did I think conservatives were selfish, greedy, and bigoted? Maybe; I’m a little foggier on that. Plus, I’m pretty sure I didn’t know any – at least not among the people with whom I habitually spoke. However, I almost never talked politics with people, so I wouldn’t have been able to say for sure. And that was fine with me. My experience of political discussions among those who disagreed with each other was that they were nasty, bitter, and solved nothing. And political discussions among those who did agree with each other were boring. So why bother?
I got my news from the NY Times and the Boston Globe, plus the New Yorker, and believed they gave their readers fair representations of the truth. But in general, politics itself bored me. I knew it mattered, and I paid attention to it – especially to the big stories – but it never grabbed me in the sense that I wanted to know more than my usual sources were giving me.
As I’ve described in great detail in my “A mind is a difficult thing to change” series, it took an unusual combination of factors to change all of that. My son was in college and I was separated from my husband and decided not to have the papers delivered anymore; my arm injury made it difficult to deal with disposing of piles of papers. So I had more free time than before, and with computers it was easier to read all sorts of newspapers, magazines, and even those new inventions called blogs. Link led to link, and before I knew it I was reading not only my old “liberal” sources but sources on the right, too.
Thing is, I didn’t realize they were on the right. I just knew they had unfamiliar names, but they made more sense than the Times and the Globe did. By the time I realized the sources I liked best were on the right, I couldn’t deny that they were more reliable and more logical, for the most part. That caused a lot of soul-searching, more research, and the rest is neo history.
If that particular unusual set of circumstances hadn’t happened to me – the divorce, the computer, the free time, and let’s not forget the initial jump-start of 9/11 – would I have had a political change? I think that by now I would have, but much more recently and mostly because of the extreme leftism of the Democratic Party in recent years.
But I don’t think I was all that atypical of a certain subset of “liberals’ during the last half of the 20th Century. Even now, my sense is that most of my Democrat friends are a combination of busy with other things, informed by leftist propaganda, and living in a social environment in which they know few people on the right. Add to that the fact that people on the right have been further demonized by that propaganda, and you have yourself the recipe for the perceptions of a large portion of today’s Democrat voters.