One can’t help but notice the similarities between Robert (“Robin”) Westman of the recent Minneapolis school killings and Audrey (“Aidan” ) Hale of the Covenant School shooting in Nashville. There are differences, of course, starting with the fact that Westman was a biological male and Hale was a biological female, and ending with the fact that Westman killed himself and Hale was killed by police.
But the resemblances are striking. Both had not only identified as trans and had given themselves new unisex names, but they also wrote copiously prior to their crimes, were fascinated and inspired by other school shootings and shooters, and both targeted students at religious schools that the perps had themselves attended. Perhaps this latter was more from familiarity and opportunity than anything else. But it’s hard to believe it didn’t involve special animosity at some level, although according to the final police report on Hale:
… [T]he 28-year-old [Hale] relished fond memories of The Covenant School and wanted “to die somewhere that made her happy,” Nashville police said.
“Hale bore no grudge against the school or staff” and considered them to be “‘innocents’ and victims on par with herself,” the Metropolitan Nashville Police Department said.
If you want to read the elements of Hale’s manifesto the FBI ultimately released, see this. I’ve only looked at about the first third, but the overwhelming impression I receive is one of profound depression. One would think that would drive a person to suicide rather than murder-suicide, and yet – apparently due to a desire to go out in a blaze of notoriety and gain a fame in death that has eluded the person in life – the person chooses not just suicide but to cold-bloodedly kill the most innocent and heartbreaking victims of all.
Westman wrote this about his depression:
Further along in the manifesto, Westman wrote: “I have wanted this for so long. I am not well. I am not right. I am a sad person, haunted by these thoughts that do not go away. I know this is wrong, but I can’t seem to stop myself. I am severely depressed and have been suicidal for years. Only recently have I lost all hope and decided to perform my final action against this world.”
This overwhelming depression was also a motive, and perhaps the primary one, for at least one of the Columbine killers – Dylan Klebold – and possibly a motive for them both, although rage, nihilism, and psychopathy seems to have been more prominent for Eric Harris. I’ve written many posts on Columbine (see this), so I won’t go into too many details about them in this post, except to add the following [emphasis mine]:
The two teens’ attack on the Jefferson County High School was meant to “kickstart a revolution” – a rebellion they could ride to infamy, according to one of five home videos the seniors made in the weeks leading up to the April 20 bloodbath. …
Those videotapes show two teens filled with rage, sick of life and mocking their family and authority. The only remorse the two Columbine High School students showed on the tapes was to their parents …
Sitting next to Klebold, 17, Harris out lined their scheme to kill “niggers, spics, Jews, gays, f—ing whites” to “kickstart a revolution.”
“It’s going to be like f—ing Doom,” Har ris said. “Tick, tick, tick, tick .Haa! That f—ing shotgun is straight out of Doom!” Klebold: “I hope we kill 250 of you.” The seniors then debated if Steven Spiel berg or Quentin Tarantino would better direct the film of their lives and the massacre just weeks away.
Harris and Klebold are so famous they are still being discussed today, which was one of their goals.
But back to Westman and Hale. Why do some melancholy young people decide to take their depression out on others? The desire for notoriety seems to be a huge factor, but I don’t think it really explains it. Way back when I was in college taking courses in what was then called Abnormal Psychology, I remember being taught that suicide is rage turned against the self and homicide is rage turned towards others, but depression is often behind the rage. In murder-suicides, the rage seems to be towards both self and others, combined with depression – but again, that doesn’t really explain the mystery, does it? There seems to be a toxic brew of rage, depression so bad it leads to despair, social media, desire for fame, and often a hatred for life itself.
Were Westman and Hale receiving hormones, which can also mess people up? I don’t know and haven’t found anything about that. Most school shooters come from intact homes (I wrote about that in these posts and also dealt with the common idea that SSRIs are at fault; the evidence for that is unclear). Westman’s parents were divorced, but I don’t know whether his father was in his life much; both Columbine killers had intact homes, and Audrey Hale’s parents were together as well.
Eric Harris – of all people – quoted Shakespeare’s The Tempest thusly on the question of parental responsibility:
Good wombs hath borne bad sons …
I’ll leave the mystery there for now.
NOTE: The left is of course pushing its preferred political angle, which is gun banning and don’t demonize trans people, you vicious hateful Republicans!